Black pearl

I feel like a pearl in a shell
always not understand
Nobody recognize my values
But there s something good inside me.

There something who keep quiet
I feel prisoner of a stranger life
I cannot let get out the person that i am
I feel like somebody else.

I m living without controlling my own wish
Working hard, to get the money to survive
Yelling because i m not happy with it
But always trying to do better.

Being realistic kill me...

There s voice inside of me
So different that the one i have now
There s song in my head who disappear
When i waking up
There a power who keep me always frustrate about my present live.
Today it s raining into my eyes
Without understand or would understand the reason
I need to feeling romantically
I loosing my values
maybe i m not a pearl in a shell
i m just a person who have to stand up
I have to open doors in get out....